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Brighton was talking about editing her xanga, so i decided to write in it. I'm dying to find out who made the Beauty and the Beast cast. Im sooo nervous. It's funny cause our show is opening tonight and I'm more nervous to find out who made the cast than I am about opening tonight. Lol I guess thats how it goes. Im going to Bright's house tonight with Jordan so we will either be soaking our sorrows or celebrating. Hopefully we will be celebrating. Ok ttyl Im bored! lol  OMG! I watched the series finale of Dawson's Creek today and i totally cried! It was soo frickin sad! Jen died and Jack is the godfather of her daughter Amy and He is also Doug's (Pacey's bro) boyfriend which is kinda funny cause Pacey was always teasing him that he was gay and now he actually is! And in the end Pacey and Joey are together! YAY! I'm so glad it's not Dawson and Joey! Ok im going to shut up! I used way too many of these!!!! lol ok ttyl

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This was the worst halloween ever. First it started off all good. I went to the hickman rock bridge football game at faurot filed. Of cousre hickman one. THen dad drove me over to the stoney creek inn. TO olivias b day party that was really fun. Adriana did go home with a 105 degree temp which was really bad she couldnt even stand. Then when olivias sister fell asleep we snuk out of the room and went around the hotel moveing things like trees into elevatiors. The next morning dad picked me up and he took me home. When i went in to my room he told me to sit down. Then he told me that my grandpa died. I started to bawl. I never have seen my dad cry and he was crying too. It was awful. I just keep thinking how ididnt talk to him enough. I just remeber that the last thing i said to him was that i loved him. Then on sunday mom and iwent out to eat cause dad flew out to help grandma. Alex was working. When mom was in the bathroom i was listening to her messages and i heard one from dad from a week ago. He was out there again cause grandpa was in the hospital. The message he said i was just calling to tell you about what were doing and what the whole plan is on bringing him home. That was soo pain full to hear him say that as if he were still here. I was soo sad. then last night i was laying in bed and i saw the last card taht i will every get from him laying on my table and thta just did it i burst out crying agian. My mom came in and she was talking to me and she was like well think he went to heaven and guess whose there to greet him. Alfie. I just remember how much he loved that dog. I just have an image of him chuckaling when we came to visit. Then today in choir we were watching a tape of our concert and that was the last night i talked to him and that really hit me hard iwas ididnt want to cry so i just stopped thinking about it T On sunday we were looking at pictures of him and i just couldnt realize that i will never see him smile agian and ill never hear his voice ill never hear his laugh i ll never see him smile. I just feel so bad this hurts so much. i wish he was still here. we were going to go fly out for my birthday to go see them in december and its just going to be so hard to be there without him our christmas without him sitting in that chair. GOD why does this have to be so painful. I m not myself anymore . BRING HIM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!